lucky


Assalamualaikum :)


In the midnight where i want to sleep but i cant argghhhh. Hahahaha nak kata caffine lebih tak pun. Lucky i got you blog. Thanks for being there for me almost six years.



I watched a video clip of a new song by fazura. Tajuk dia sayangi dirimu. I think its beautiful. The song is beautiful. And of course the lyrics. I guess most of the people need this. Yeahhh thank you fazura. Besides you are so beautiful.



Just appreciate ourselves the best we can. I cant do this most of my time. There must be something i think lack in me, something is wrong and sometimes everything seems wrong.



Maybe some will not understand this but believe me i know and its hurt. Its hurt not to be someone you wanted to be. Its hurt to watched others. Its hurt to be judge by unknown just because you're something especially in physical.



I've been in many situation. The situation that trully humiliate or the situation where i got immune with it, i've been there. What can i say is you gotta to accept. How much you deny, how much the pain, just be tough.


I am lucky. I am lucky to have so much people who accept me as i am. I guess we maybe not lucky in something but we lucky in something too. Just make sure you make it shine, the part that you lucky in. Alhamdulillah for everything in my life.



This post is for the person who have the difficulties like me. I know the struggle, i know the pain, i know its hurt, i know the self critics, i know the feelings. There always be there. Just bear in mind, you know your hardwork, you know your effort. And the rest leave it to Allah. We have done as much as we can.



You're worth every inch. No, no one can judge you. Maybe one day you'll run the world. I read everything in media social and there's the day where i'm feeling so sad. Its like you're not even read what you write. I know you guys feels this too. Its okay, we are immune hahahahaha.



I guess thats all i wanna said. We are all lucky in our own :) just keep that in mind and heart. And the good heart is everything. Be a kind person and you'll look beautiful.



Sayangi dirimu.