feeling blue

i'm feeling blue. and all my sorrow starts haunting me. 

i wanna stay here. i wanna stay home. i'm not ready to fight again.

i am weak. i'm no longer the strong girl you know. i burst my tears.

i'm crying, inside and out.

i want my spirit back. i want everything to be normal back.

i want me. i want strong me.

i'm dying inside.

i wish i can be happy again. 

i do over think right now.

i'm worried of my grades, my test, my everything.

i just couldn't be strong anymore :'(


assalamualaikum :)

yeaayyy, finally i'm home. how happy i am after several months at Penang. only for a few days but this is enough. at least dapat la lepas rindu. hehehe

been dealing with hard times at Penang. hahaha i think this semester is really challenges me. everything seems so hard. too much emotion, too much tears, too much sorrow but theres too much happiness too. haha okay keling sangat, mana satu ni, happy ke sedih iqin oiiii.. umm both. 

hahaha pray for me to be more stable after this. i'm tired, yes i am. really i am. 

stay strong
stay beautiful
never stop feeling
but sometimes, just breathe

bye, assalamualaikum :)